I am going okay Mel thanks for asking. I am always here but it's all I've got to keep my head above water right now. I had an u/s yesterday and *Col* is fine and measuring ahead of dates. It's just a bit tough as around this time is when my others have flown away. I need to get past Friday and then the next week and then the next.... But this Friday feels like a big milestone for me. You know I found out something AMAZING - to me anyway - yesterday. Col - Colin means VICTORY! Can you believe it??? As you all know we called our baby *Col* as it's short for MIRACLE (COL).
It reminded me of Klees signs she saw on the bridge...
How are YOU Mel - tell me where you are up to. You haven't posted much and I am wondering if you have a date for you first IVF?
Mel: Don't say sorry for not mentioning Harry's b'day. I think that it is part of the healing journey to be able to make it through those sort of days without thinking about it non-stop. Don't feel guilty. It wasn't until I got on the plane on Friday that I realised it was the 6th. I agree, it has been quiet in here and seems to have changed. I am not quite sure why. Just know that even if I haven't been posting as much, I always check on each and every one of you. I guess I am getting more stressed the further I get along and just find everything a exhausting. I think I understand what Deb means about the cave.
Jo: I am so sorry AF arrived. It is totally natural to get your hopes up so don't beat yourself up. I hope her stay is short and sweet and that a new cycle brings you a wonderful BFP.
Katti81: That is fantastic news about your scan. We'll there will be plenty of going on at your place this cycle. Good luck hun, I have everything crossed for you.
Klee: Phew about the work access, I am so glad that it isn't banned. About OPK's, they can be confusing things. Were your cycles previously regular, Deb is the Dr. OPK's so hopefully she has some more useful advice for you.
Deb: Wow, that sign from Col sent a wonderful feeling through my body. That is just amazing, I know that your Col will be victorious!!! You are doing so very well during your *scary* time and I know that this Friday will come and this Friday will go and little Col will be perfectly happy in mumma's tummy. Give yourself a hug for me.
Hi ladies - hope you are all well. It has been very quiet in these threads lately. Well i haven't done my bit i must say - been a bit slack with BB lately - just coming in every few days here and there. So again just a quick one from me.
I hope that AF stays away for you all (sorry Jo to hear of AF turning up for you) and that you are growing healthy little beans in there shortly.
going on at your place this cycle. Good luck hun, I have everything crossed for you. 
We will just have to wait and see!! You will all be the first to know!!
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