Nicole I am so happy that you have come over and joined us here. The first bfn is the hardest. We were trying for 2 years before we fell pg with Cooper. After we lost him, I just had it in my mind that body would be normal and I always heard that you were most fertile after giving birth. I was devastated when I didn't fall pg first cycle. I know it is heartbreaking but I believe the first is always the hardest. It is hard, but you just have to believe that next cycle is your cycle. Welcome to our thread and I hope you can get as much support and help as I have.

take care