I am just so sorry Deb. I know how much you wanted this baby (well you have wanted all your babies) but this one you had a good vibe. My heart just aches for you and my stomach feels..........yuck. I don't know I just feel for you and I wish I could do more. I hope the cramping and aching goes easy on you to make this journey a little less painful (if possible). Again I am so sorry and I am thinking of you. Take care :hugs: :hugs: :hugs: