firstly to you at this time

(feeling a lot like I don't get nor do I deserve to get what I want ) and so I guess I'd like help with coming to terms with not finding my closure?
i know our situation is a little bit different, but i kind of feel the same. all i wanted was bub #3, that would have ended our family perfectly, but that didn't happen....now im completely lost as to what to do....

i can't give any real advice though, about conceiving twins. i think the fact that you have already conceived twins is a good sign, and you might be likely to conceive again, but as to how without medical intervention, i don't know....

i truly wish you all the best in this journey though, and hope somehow that you can find some kind of closure for yourself xxx