Mum2six I certianly believe that we can create our own reality, but I certianly didn't create that nurse last year to rip my unborn baby out of me via a hook and have it hanging infront of my husband eyes!

So although I am very scared and worried I have to say that I do not think my natural instincts to worry will create me to lose this pregnancy as well.


I am not meaning to sound rude, not at all, please do not see it as this, but when people say to me, stop worrying and we create our own realities, I can't say I fully agree with that to every thing that happens in our lives. That nurse last year killed our baby and it definatly was not created by me.


Once I am over the 12 week mark, I will relax, but until then there will always be a little doubt in my head that everyhting will go as I plan it to, sometimes nature has its own ideas for me wether I create this baby to stay or not, does that make sense! Sorry most likley sound like I am ramberling!