Hi BJRose,

You seem a bit ambivalent about the whole thing. It's okay to not be sure, but try and make peace with your decision either way, if you can!

From what I gather, it's a process, so don't be too upset if it's one step forward, two steps back, especially with so much going on for him right now!

You've done an AMAZING job, feeding him for this long, what a great start to life you've given him. Good luck with this next step, fingers crossed it happens fairly smoothly!