Aww babe you have done such an Amazing job bf him for so long seriously you have given him such a beautiful start to life !!

it must be so hard but like the others have said it is a lengthy process but you'll get there hun. i take my hat of to you hun i hope to bf grace for that long its not easy when you havent got the support especially from family. you have done so well do whay feels right for you hun gdluck xx