Amber - so glad you have made your decision! I just wanted to add that it is ok to reevaluate and then make changes! So you make the decisions on what is right for you and your family now and then adapt as these needs change. You just have to remember it was right at the time. I sometimes find it hard as I get sucked into what others think - which often has more to do with them and not me!
Being a mum is full on regardless! xxx