What do I write on resume in this circumstance??(LONG!)

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Thank you so much for you replies.. I have a little while to think about it, I just thought I would maybe start looking at what I need to do.. I am sure I will want to get back into FDC one day just not yet.. And to get a job in a child care centre well I have no qualifications so thats out.. I will probably just look at something in the call centre field again.. Some call centre jobs have good conditions and offer part time and I'm not too bad at selling.. Also apart from FDC and bar work thats all I have really done. And I wouldn't go back to bar work. It was ok when I was single, working at night but with a partner it's just not feesible.. Also we will be TTC again so its not like I am looking for a career. I want my career to be motherhood.. I just need something to keep me off the streets lol..

Bloominroses thank you for your words of encouragement.. It is funny because I don't see myself that way at all.. It's nice to know. I feel like I am a wreck and I certainly don't feel strong.. Every morning when I wake up I wonder how I am going to cope.. It really is just one day at a time at the moment.. I am still trying to write our story.. I have done The pregnancy, delivery and I am up to day 10 of the NICU journey.. Haven't been able to go any further yet.. But I will and when I do I can't wait for you all to read it.. How did your NT scan go??