Bloominroses thank you for your words of encouragement.. It is funny because I don't see myself that way at all.. It's nice to know. I feel like I am a wreck and I certainly don't feel strong.. Every morning when I wake up I wonder how I am going to cope.. It really is just one day at a time at the moment.. I am still trying to write our story.. I have done The pregnancy, delivery and I am up to day 10 of the NICU journey.. Haven't been able to go any further yet.. But I will and when I do I can't wait for you all to read it.. How did your NT scan go??
There is definitely no need to thank me for anything I've said - I just honestly wish there was more that I could say or do to help ease the pain you're feeling and repay the peace and calm you unknowingly sent out to DP and I that night. And yes, we're all eagerly awaiting your story when you're ready to share it with us.

As for my scan, it went really well. Although it took me awhile to believe it, the Dr managed to convince me that there is indeed a baby high-fiving and floating around in my tummy. Thank you so much for being sweet enough to ask, and again, should you need any help with the job search stuff, just let me know.

S xo