Thanks Kathryn, I know it isn't breastfeeding, probably just Felix and his unique way of growing. It is probably as many of them had so many problems with breastfeeding at the beginning and seem to distrust it, now with Felix not gaining it's like it reinforces this thought..I believe in breastfeeding so much, it's like I feel like I have let the side down by Felix not gaining much weight..ridiculous I know..I'm sure I will feel better tomorrow!