Hi,

I am feeling a little better not sure what is wrong. I just felt so down this morning and kept crying i think having AF has not helped.

Alex is doing ok woke ever 4hrs last night. He loves to smile at me when i went in to him around midnight he gave me this big cute smile.

He is trying to talk to me. I stood him up today and he was put one foot in front of the other.

We went to the shops today and i should be banned from going did not buy toys this time i made a big mistake i went in to Pumpkin Patch and spent too much money. I stopped at 2 things for Alex in 00 but i brought lots for Kimberley. DH asked what had i brought myself and as always i said nothing other than something to eat in the new food court.