What is WRONG with me?

I just spent half an hour going through the Miscarriage and Loss forum... it was awful. Luckily I have never experienced the pain that these women have gone through and I think that they are so brave for coming out the other side ok. I think I did it was because my brother's friend had a baby last year and he died at 10 wks from some kind of heart viral thing. It was all very sudden and affected me greatly, as I was about 36 wks preg at the time. Today he would have been 1 year old. I feel so blessed that we all have our darling children and I pray that nothing bad ever happens to them.

Sorry if I put a downer on your night. I just had to share because I can't stop thinking about it.

- Kellee.