hi there everyone

i have been watching i am sam - but it is too sad i keep crying.

don't think jay will be going to kinder tommorrow he has had the runs all day - dunno why, he says he doesn't feel sick it's just his poo is yucky. i guess i will wait until things go back to normal for him there for a few days before sending him off. i absoutely hate it when parents send their sick kids to creche/school/kinder etc whats a few days at home with mum anyway they need there mum when not well. you wouldn't know he wasn't well he is running around and mucking around as per usual. let's hope it's not catchy and has something to do with eating 3 rollups yesterday ](*,)

i have had a weird emotional day today, i was sitting down this arvo and i just started balling, just thinking of jessie, to be more specific of the time when she died, gees it just really creeps up when i least expect it, her birthday is coming up on the 24th july - she would have been 7, i can't believe her last birthday we celebrated she was 3 and it was all about winnie the pooh, she loved him and it was hard to find winnie in the shops back then now he's everywhere even on the bloody huggies nappies - anybody know of another good nappy i could use at night - cause i really can't handle seeing little old winnie the pooh and his mates in my face on lani's nappy. hmmm i wish this winnie the pooh phase would go away it's really hard for me.

okay enough of my doom and gloom i think i might get a chocky bikkie and hit the sack am pretty tired tonight.

oh pee hope you had a good day at the footy