Still not much luck with the bottles, she has drank about 380mls and should drink at least 720mls, I don't like my cahnces of getting another 300+ into her before bedtime. She is snoozing at the moment, I took Josh swimming and then Arron went to footy training.

Would you believe that he was contemplating going fishing tomorrow. Jordan has been away all week and gets back from camp tomorrow, Josh is supposed to go to a friends after school and he wants to go fishing. I said "Oh yeah well you went to the pub till 3am last fri and this fri you'll be fishing, whatever!" He said he's not going but we'll see, he has this habit of saying he's not going and next thing he's gone.

Has news that Arron's cousin is a Dad to a baby boy, they called him Andre Spencer, 6lb 6oz, an emergency caeser, some big problem with the placenta so the bub has very dry skin and is very skinny looking. Whihc isn't really good, but he's ok.

i am waiting for money in my account and I am buying the Dr phil relationship rescue book, so we can see what a normal relationship should look like, I think ours is more abnormal than normal somehow.

I resisted thevery big urge last night to sneak out to the shed and smoke but I managed to beat it and that means it has been 2 wks. Arron says his patch will go on tomorrow, we'll see. I think the hardest thing is doing stuff at smoking time, prob why I have more time on here.

Anyway better go
Michelle