yeah everythings ok, AF arrived a few days ago (wasnt dissapointed cause i figured as such) Dh and i are just have different opinions about ttc at the moment due to the fact we are moving back to sydney, trying to sell our house then either build or renovate in Sydney...its all going to be very hectic.
So im not ruling it out but im also not going to get to hung up on the idea as much as i'd love to lol!