mmm I think I expect too much from DH too - You know when they are trying there best and do 9 out of 10 things right but you still let the 10th thing annoy you? When you feel like all you do is clean the house and say "No!" "Dont touch" and "Beaauuuu!" all day? I guess we loose sight of our abilities outside of being a mum. I dont have any friends around here either - except my SIL but she never "opens up" IYKWIM? I dont know what the answer is - I have lined up two freelance jobs in the city next month I think to re-connect with my busioness brain and be paid for it!