Milly I wouldnt be too hard on yourself as yes no sleep can play havoc with our ability to think logically ... still hope all goes well at the appointment and you get some sleep today !


Ali is finally asleep. I ended up walking to the doc who said my scar is perfectly normal and looks to be healing well so the pain and tenderness is more than likely the muscles repairing themselves but all good as nothing to worry about. I cant believe she stayed awake that long though. She finally went to sleep after another feed (this after chucking back the entire, I swear, 930am feed) ... so in desperation I went for the walk to the doc where she was asleep until screaming kiddies in the surgery woke her. When we got home she fed again at 1130 and has been asleep since 12 .... so lets hope this is a decent sleep as she was awake since 630 this morning or something like that ... still better during the day than at night ......

DH home early today too so at least I can get some rest time in ................