dh is manager of the social club at his work and for some stupid reason organised an event in late aug .... its not like he had no proir notice about the baby ...duh .
any way after succumbing to his request to drop him off in the city, i got lost on the way home and nearly collided with a truck , due to roadworks with no sinage then it was 7.30 and nix had no tea so , red rooster it was ...then got home to realise dh took the house key , and my spare was inside .... luckily my back door was unlocked...
anyway fast forward to about 1.30 am after waiting up as he said he was leaving as soon as the function ended , i caved and called dh , turns out he missed the last train and was walking home from brisbane to ipswich (45 km) and ovbiously ****ed ...
i was livid .. i was going to pick him up , and then i asked him why didnt he catch a cab home seeing he could bill his work for it DUH ...
he got home about 2.30 am and i was crying (baby blues, day 3 ... gotta love it ) i made him sleep on the couch and i let him know what my exact thoughts were .... what an idiot ..... i am sooo ****ed at him ... grrrrrrrr
and to top it off gabby woke when dh got home and was sooo fussy she fed about 8 times till about 5am ... she had bad wind and didnt know weather she wanted a feed or she was just full of air she thought she was hungry , changed about 4 nappies one after the other and after we finally slept i woke to find myslef lying in a wet patch , she had peed and the nappy leaked every where ... poor darl was sleeping in it ... i am pooped .. and now we have the IL's coming over and are then going to the goldcaoast to view a car dh wants to buy ( Its for me so i cant complain ) and then my mum is coming over ..
then tomorrow my dad and gma are apparantly coming over ... grrrr i am soo over visitiors right now ... i want a break and a full day in bed .. ..
and for now i am not feeding on my left side , its too bruised so i am just expressing , thinking of usuing a nipple shield on it , at least she feeds well on my right side ..would lanolin help soothe them or is breast milk on them better ???
gab is getting her heel ***** test today , but i can find her red book .. oops
Last edited by *charmalea*; August 30th, 2008 at 09:50 AM.
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