Feeling a little hormonal at the moment... just had an OMG moment..thought i'd share.

DF is out for the night so it's just Jorja and I at home tonight. I went to put Jorja into her bed and found myself standing next to her cot with tears running down my face, watchign her laying there sleeping thinking to myself how lucky I am to have such a beautiful angel in my life. How can one little person bring about all these feelings of joy, excitement and an overhwelming feeling of love?? I could never imagine my life without my "beautiful angel girl" and can't understand how there are some people in the world who have babies and not give them all the love in the world.
Being so close to my pop who passed away more than 10 years ago... i also found myself thinking about him and how proud he would be of me. I was always his baby girl and now his baby girl has a baby girl of her own.

Oh how life changes...and i wouldn't change any of it for the world!!!
I want another one!! I LOVE THIS FEELING!!!.. now just to convince DF...LOL

Sorry...jsut had to tell someone

Hope you all have a great weekend. xx

I'm totally the same with standing over your baby close to tears thinking of how much you love them.... & it doesn't fade as they get older, dare I say it gets stronger every day! My little girl turns 4 in April & I stare at her while she's sleeping & sneak in & give her a kiss before I go to bed every night. I also sneak into DS's bedroom & admire him but too scared to kiss him yet as I'll prob disturb him & at his age he'll prob just wake up from it unfortunately... I definately make up on the kisses during the day though!

I too wonder how parents can not love their children, especially those who hurt/kill their children.... little innocent angels.

LOL@ you wanting another baby already. I still have days (like today) when I think "lets do it!" but deep down I think I'd prefer a 3 yr age gap minimum like I had between DD & DS as I really got to enjoy DD through those 3.5yrs & she got me all to herself, I'd like to experience the same with DS. (no offence to those of you who had them close together, different strokes for different folks, I admire that you have the energy to have more than one littlie!)

I'm also not sure what the future holds for us here so another baby probably wouldn't be a wise decision atm (thats a whole other story though)

Anyway, enjoy your night hun!