Ah Danielle, sounds like the little man cant hear very well. I dont think you should be worried about your communication level being different to that of Brianna. I have three of the little buggers and nothing has been the same. You communicate in so many more ways then words. I am sure that Mr Tobias knows how to get the message across. Kels idea of cutting down on dairy sounds like a good start. You dont want him to have an op if he doesnt need one.

Kel: Easter sounds nice, sorry DH had to work. Mine got home at 11am on sunday so it was a very painful wait for the hunt for the kids. Grace and Evie went wild and Tom really got it. Well he didnt know you could eat the eggs but loved finding them for me. We hid over 200 little eggs (Dont worry the kids didnt really get any.....my butt can prove this. Some are still hid in the freezer). It was a lovely day and mum and dad came over for a roast lunch/dinner.

How is everyone else?

We are all settling into the house. STill heaps of unpacking to get done but i bet im still saying that in 12 months.......

I am doing better. I still get very tired quickly and my brain is running at about 70-80%. If only i could have a few days away from the kids im sure it would speed things up. As it is im getting there. I have been in a ferral mood the last week. I think that i have just started to process the loss mentally. I also think its the fact that i am having me 2nd visit from AF..... i just want to have another bubba.... times running out and i know i know if i stress it wont happen and the worse the mood the less BDing! But hey im trying..... It would just be so lovely to hold one more baby. I dont talk about this with anyone else as they make me feel bad for the three i have. I know how lucky i am, i love the ones i have but does that really mean i cant want another? What is the magic number that says 'thats it, you have had enough and can no longer want anymore?'

Any way thats my whine for the day, sorry ladies!