hey everyone,
Firstly i have had to take a few moment to breathe and process all your abundantly kind and encouraging words. I get quite thrown when ppl are kind. And even hubbie has been hearing your kind words and is also like myself grateful for your support ild be lost with out you. REALLY LOST!! I am just over whelmed by your support. For the record i havnt really told my family my struggles of his weight gain and didnt even say about the hearing eithor and decided not to tell about the murmur and also the crooked winkie. im a very private person ya see after ya talk about Vaginal mucusthere sorta isn't any place to hide is there with you girls.
Words just don't ever seem enough to say THANK YOU!!
We went to shops to buy the back packs on sale for 15 dollars for carry on bags on plane got 5 of them. Also got 4 of those trolley luggage bags they had for 30 each. We saved such a fortune its not funny. then hubbie suggested we stop at the jewelry shop. I think he was trying to cheer me up. He ended up buying our daughter some sleepers and our son too as he is getting his ear done next year if he still wants. He bought me a solid gold fob chain. And i bought his mother a gold pair of garnet dangle earings to take to nz with usThey do such a huge mark up on jewelry hey like they think my chains worth around 479 i dont think so i dunno i am no jewelry maker
. spent heaps to day on credit card GOOD few hundred dollars but saved more than we spent so i guess i can be happy with that.
sasha ..... ebay had those scales selling dirt cheap. After researching it yesterday i decided maybe i should get some, i could weigh josh before and after feeds fully clothes get an idea how my supply is going and maybe i could see if he is loosing weight over night from long sleeps. Scored the same set as the link i sent you for 3.25 plus 25 post. I am thinking maybe he has a fast metabolism and he is loosing weight so maybe thats why the gains are small i dunno. Cant hurt to test out the theory
vic ..... i had one of those moments like you today but opposite the ladie thought josh was 2 weeks old and we corrected her and said no we said 10 weeks old she was gob smacked"10 weeks" "He is so small.... Oh my" she said in a loud shocked voice. I used to get the oh my he is such a big boy with my 3 year old, it was great to start with i felt like yeah im doing a great job then it got a bit offensive with ppl staring and that and saying "he is going to be BIG boy". Or "your dad must be a big man" or "you must be big like dad are you"I felt like saying shut your face!! Then u also get the ppl who behind ya back say things like " thats so wrong!! " cant they stop feeding him" Don't they know the word no" GRRRRR ppl like that annoy the pants off me. Sorry if i offend anyone just talking about my experiences!
Leasha your cool dont worry about anything you posted such a nice post and i appreciated it and all of you too thank you.
well even with my new jewelry it sorta doesn't heal the real problem hey! The goal is get to next Wednesday thats it and re asses from there but hey i made it to 10 weeks. i feel like i am getting so angry with everything right now, maybe its hormonal changes i keep thinking this first period when it comes is gonna be NASTY.
oh bum just realized need to contact adoption agency need to get that happening too.
Also hubbie got the job so thats great just got him on small hours and will increase slowly hope they blinkin hurry tho got a nearly 700 car redgo bill to pay.
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