Congrats on the new tooth Vic

well to cut a long story short the whoel service has gone smoothly, It was a lovley service and we are glad made the trek out here regardless of maxing out our credit card we wouldnt have had it any other way. Its a straneg ans wery feeling like soemthing si missing every where we look. And it's feels like just yesterday we were here with gran.

This morning nanna has ds3 with her and poppato chruch and me and hubbie are using the wahsing machine and quietly looking through grans old belonging. We are here all day as the car we use has been borrowed for the day.

The day i flew in here my duaghter had her first period, and im not sure how im coping/feeling is probably a better word with that i wish iw as there. I am so scared now like a whole new level has been reached. Im upset and in some type of shock i guess ya can never prepare ya self for that can ya. My gosh she can have babies she just had her 11th birthday. I mean wow.

She wasnt scared or un educated she was as calm as anything she sent me an email and was all clued in. Thank good ness too as i had already given her the talk 1 year prior and a few in between. The day she got it was also the day they started learning about it in school too. I guess im just sorta feeling like i should have been there and also hoping she is fine and its not painful for her. Her dad has been awesome and they have a great open relationship so she is very comfortable about it with him witch is great.

i dunno im still processing all of this unsure how im really feeling regarding this. wow i guess happy yes but feeling heavy and strange to.

i been missng my bb support as thinsg like this i relie heavely on for feedback maybe i shouldnt i dunno but i do.