Leah- I also felt so bad that i could not b/f Madison i cryed so much whilst i was in hospital, i went to b/f clinics, but i just couldn't do it. MAdison is such a happy girl who hardly ever gets sick, she talks so much more than most 2 year old i know, Charlotte on the other hand is b/f and so far in her life she has experinced tonislitis, bouts of viral infectiosn and broncolitis (spel).
I ghope that you get things sorted out soon.