Hi,

Neuri, so don't feel guilty, I have found a wonderful babysitter called tv!! EG today, Xavier had decided it was day time and not the time for sleeping (well not in bed anyway) and so I plonked him in his rocker to watch 9am, while I went and had a shower and washed my hair properly and then did the whole moisturizing thing. and Now I'm sitting at the computer while he remains perfectly content snoozing in front of the telly.

Besides he doesn't often like to sit and play or chat yet (prefers to lay on his change table and watch his aero plane mobile.

I am currently planning to get my hair done, one day. I know my MIL is planning to come and steal Xavier at some point over the next 2 weeks while school holidays are on. we want to go see a movie soon (going to ditch him with my mum that day) and then it's our aniversary next month.

So I guess I'm saying I don't feel guilty, but I am going to miss him, and thats ok.