Hey all,

Just dropping by to say hello and hope you're all doing well. I'm not coping very well at the moment. Long story but Jacob still doesn't sleep beyond 30 mins and it takes ages to get him to sleep. Busy as trying to keep up with creams for my nipples, drops for his throat, sterilising of dummies (scrubbing with salt and boiling). DH and I are fighting like crazy, he just doesn't help me with Jacob whatsoever, and is very limited in what he does around the house, he's more interested in going to the gym or playing on the laptop. Last night I cried for hours, spoke to my mum on the phone as DH was at work. Tried to talk to him when he got home and he picked a fight and went to bed. It's all a very long story I won't bore you with but needless to say, the whole thing is a mess and I just dont' know what to do. If I hadn't had a c-section I would drive up north to my family who's offered to help me if I want to go up. I asked DH if he would drive me and he said no. Anyway, hope you're all doing better than me, the unshowered mess that I am at the moment.