Im not!! :smt022 What a freaking horrible day! Poor Jasmine would not rest at all, unless I was holding her and the bloody a/c was off so it was about 5000 degrees in the shade here lol Sweat was dripping off her, and me. I know its the weather, because yesterday was a GREAT day and last night was excellent, today it gets too hot and she has a bad day again. Tomorrow is going to be 39 degrees so Im already starting to panic. Only one more month of this stinking heat and then it will be ok.

I seriously dont know how Im supposed to get through without the a/c lol and I freak out when she gets too hot because of SIDS so I dont know what to do! Ive been tearing my hair out all afternoon!

Meg I start my mothers group next Monday when school is back, so will let you know how it goes. Its just at the community centre at the end of my street so Im happy about that. Ive already spoken to one of the girls, and she seems nice enough. She isnt sure if there are any babies as young as Jasmine this year, but there is a 3 month old, so thats not too bad.

Melly, Jasmine does that with her hair and she looks at me while she is doing it and then screams as if Im doing it to her or something! Sometimes she will even have hair in her fingers... and she is missing hair from above her ears on both sides of her head from her pulling it herself lol She loves her bath too, but has now taken to screaming like a banshee when I take her out of it lol She hates getting out of the bath just as much as she hates getting dressed!

Ok well Im going to bang my head on the wall for half an hour and hope that I can knock myself out for tonight lol And Im going to try and think of a plan for getting through tomorrow. There is going to be a thunderstorm too apparently, which will only make the heat worse so YAY I love summer. NOT