Thank you all for your birthday wishes. They made me feel a bit better.

Meg, I'm glad Tresillian helped you and also glad I didn't make you sick, I've felt so guilty with everyone else here getting sick.

sarajo, I got DF some medicated throat lozenges, which I think he is taking, I don't think he'd even take childrens medicine. Maybe he's just happy being sick and miserable

I am having a horrible day. Logan has a cold. He has a runny nose, but I guess it's better than the blocked nose he's had the last few weeks. He won't let me put him in his cot so I have to carry him practically everywhere. He has weed on himself 3 times this morning while I've been changing his nappy. At first he looked shocked but now he seems to think it's hilarious, he grins, giggles and kicks.

DF told me this morning that he wants to quit his job because he hasn't been able to have the last couple of days off sick. There are only three people to work in the store and one is already off sick, it takes two people to run the store, so if DF wasn't there they'd have to close it for the day. He also rang me from work asking if I'd taken Logan to the doctors and got upset when I said no, because there is nothing that they could do for him. I feel so depressed, stressed and anxious, I just want to turn off all the phones and have a cry, but that would just make DF annoyed with me in case he tries to call again.

Sorry I'm going to stop whinging now, hope you're all having great days! XOXO