I was thinking the same thing yesterday. It was hard at first to feel comfortable in my group, but yesterday I realised that, while there were only three of us with our bubs there, that I felt I could just be myself. It didn't matter what I said, they would still be my friends and support me. And Natalie is getting so much better these days around loud noises and 'friendly' babies who like to touch her - at first she wouldn't have a bar of them but now she even joins in sometimes! It is really good fun, hey.