PML nic! must of been me, i cant believe i actually 'fell' asleep last night. I had my first deep sleep in months, i woke up at 1am going omg it cant be!! lol Ash slept like a dream, was down about 6.30pm and that was him for the night till 7.30am this morning.. (with a couple feeds inbetween - but no hassels)

im so over this cold!!! brrrrrr i just got Ash going well in his own bed, but is sooo bloody cold ive got him back in bed with me. which i dont mind, at least i can keep him nice and warm!

Keep warm everyone.... hope others got some sleep too!

oh and on a quick note, TTC #2 is on a massivle hold off. I had a huge fight with my ex yesterday and i told him where to stick it - reminded me why we broke up in the first place! gggrrrrrr bloody men! sorry vent over. I decided i need to settle down in a proper relationship with someone who actually wants to be with Ash! i just have to get over my issues of having babies with another guy. - Guess i only have myself to blame there....