sorry you had a bad night nic! i hope things arent too bad and the kids are good for you.. how rude of hubby!
the email you told us about almost put tears in my eyes, im so like that when i hear sad stories of babies now, i just think if something happened to ash i would be lost! and how lucky i am hes got nothing wrong. I saw a mum holding her disabled son in the food court yesterday and she was stroking his head and you just felt the love walking past, omg i almost burst out crying! how hard for her!

Ash is sooo cuddly atm, it was funny as yesterday, i was having cuddles and he has his hands either side my face and he was just glaring in my eyes and then he would rub his face on mine and did it a couple times.. then he looked at me, (still had his hands either side of my face), paused, and 'Wack' the bugga head butted me! he had the most evil little smurk on his face and thought it was great!! mind u i had to laugh cos i was thinking how mushy he was being up until then! LOL