hi everyone, Ash is sitting having breakfast so ill see how much i can remember of my post to re-do.

Still no news, was very tempted to email the SIL but mum said dont, best the mum finds out first incase she doesnt know yet, maybe there on holidays still?? hmmmm

Bekz - so glad the scan went well.... you will have to get your ticker up and running with ur new pics!! are u gonna put them up anywhere?

Nic - no i never had much to do with robs parents. said the odd hi how are you and 2 min conversation but thats it. They are very nice ppl from the times we have spoken.
Hope your poor little man gets better. Made me sad when he said i dont want the medicine anymore!

Lori - Ash LOVEs his new bed! sleeps in it without and hassels at all, i plop him down and hes a little star fish in his very own bed! i love it.

Lori was it you who got ur nose pierced not long ago?? Im dying to know how its going, if its been ripped out... i was thinking i should have mine in again, but Ash loves poking my eyes so he might be quite attracted to the stud.

Alicia - i thought that movie was gonna be a sad one!!! how nice to get out and see one tho.

Hoody - Big hugs for molly, hope she wont need the splints, but if they help her better she has it now i guess.

we got Ashs stomach apt on friday.. this week has been an absolute killer!! ive been up at least 10 times EVERY night this week and its really making me struggle to get ready in the morning cos im so exhausted!

Having a break from ABC today, yesterday i kept trying to slowly move away from him. Every few mins he was looking for me and as long as he saw me he was fine playing with the toys. I slowly moved around the corner and his face was so heartbreaking when he was looking around and it was slowly sinking in i wasnt there.. then he put him head in his hand and bawled the most sadest cry!! i almost cried standing right there!!! Christ i hate this SOOO much! its just not fair!!
I know hes going to be a mess for a little while and will get there, but gees its gonna be a rough ride. I will only make him to half a day on tuesday before the BIG day on wednesday when im at work.

Another one of the mothers group mums announced shes pregnant again....as much as i really dont want another right now, it made me all mushy... ho humm..

ummmm cant remember anything else... oh im getting my hair completely changed this sat, coloured and cut -I CANT WAIT - its my bday pressie from mum, a complete make over... im soooo needing it to help me with my new start to 2009...need something to look forward to.....