Thanks guys, i think i will just be feeling sorry for myself for a while..

Lori - bugga about the nose getting infected, i hate going through all the pain of getting it down and then that happening.. i got my belly button done 4 times and it kept reacting to the metal or something and getting infected but i really wanted it! When i asked to go back the 5th time they said no cos there was too much scar tissue and couldnt get the needle through LOL Yeh i screamed the 4th time when they really jammed in it the go through... dont know why i wanted the 5th lol

Tinsel - thats a GREAT idea with the posts. i think ill do that from now. I dont have time to repost with squealy bum by my feet...
Thats good monique it taking to no BF at night.. i soo wish i could get ash to stop, but hes just seeking to much comfort when hes upset with his tummy