hey good to hear from you jas Ash is petrified of our lawn mower! lol poor chookie, he really hates loud noices like that.. vaccums too!

Im unsure what to do for ashs bday especially now Robs back on the scene.

WE had a really good meeting i think the other night. Was so weird seeing rob after 3 months. But hes determined aparently to start seeing ash on a regular basis and do the right thing (heard that before) but at least he has said it infront of his family this time.
So i was asked to a big family birthay for Robs SIL son who one on sunday so im so so so happy about that cos i really want to see all the family again before rob starts having ash alone with them, but i said im going to be at the first few visits till i feel ready to leave him alone. im not going anywhere if ash isnt ready. So next week we catch up again and we'll see how it goes.

Meeting pauls parents for the first time tomorrow.. eeeep! LOL

Hope everyones well.