Louise - i didnt know you were still going too..? how have you been going. Im so sick of being given ppls 'opinion' on still feeding at 2. Makes me feel so horrible. Ash does look very big for his age tho so it prob looks bad feeding him.
I think its not selfish at all to want your body back after all this time! I decided to call it quits, not only cos it will be easier with paul and ashs night sleeping but worst part, in the middle of every shopping centre hes screaming the word boobies and its soooo embarrasing!! LOL
Monday is offically 'D' day! at least ive got today to prepare myself.
I think i'll be easier now hes seeing Rob too, when he spends time with him he wont reply on that comfort.

Nic - Hows your little wanderer?? lol you going to put the cot back up or is she staying in her bed?

So hot here today! 31 i think, but i bet itll go more, its alreay 9am and VERY hot.
look forward to today... hope it goes well.