Ah don't feel guilty Kaydee, its not your fault and Ben will probably love it so think of the positives So you are planning on coming back to Aus next year? What are the plans, how exciting for you if you do.

Not much happening here, Milla is 5 months now and going great, just started rolling and is generally a happy little thing, the second baby for us has been sooooooo much easier, although she is pretty laid back so i guess that helps

Harry is good, has started role playing and has a baby dinosaur that hatched in an egg and now it gets nappied and washed and put to bed and dummied lol its pretty cute actually, can't believe how grown up and how much they get at this age, he understands so much now its so fun to watch them grow hey

We really don't have much news, i'm okay, getting there health wise, have my first period since having milla and its never bloody ending, i hope it goes soon, i have the tendency to worry A LOT if things don't go normally hehe so having a long period stresses me i'm sure its just settling back into a cycle and will take time but man it sucks!!!

Anyways how is everyone? Come chat