had to buy suppostries and stick my finger up my baby's butt!
hmmm the things we do......
she is happier after poo
BUT
not happy after needles.... heaps better RIGHT now but has been off and on all afternoon totally not my jem

have 'new parents group' tomorrow, the group run by the clinic... not reallly looking forward to it... SIL and BIL will be there with Hannah (BIL has holidays for a while after being overseas for ages and birth of his baby etc) and also jemima's boyfriend will be there too, both totally different babies to Jemima, TOTALLY different so really not looking forward to talking babies with them as they take things personally...
you know what i mean, if they ask how jemima is sleeping i say good, but if they ask how long she is sleeping at night i have to say the truth which is 8pm until 5.30/6am one will be ****ed off i have 'better' nights sleep than them (hannah still has a wake up in middle of night i think) and other will be depressed thinking she is bad mum as jemima's boyfriend wakes up twice in the night.... and they both have dummies and think dummies are bad, whereas i dont think jemima would take a dummy if i wanted her to...
one mum has no milk left so feels like a failure which i think is crap as i personally dont think it matters where your baby gets it's food from as long as it is getting food!
so yeah with Jemima not really herself and no idea what kind of poo day we will have tomorrow after having to coax this poo out today i am not really looking forward to tomorrow....
also annoyed at my GP as she said that babies shouldnt go longer than 4 or so days and that 6 days (which is what jem was today) is far too long FOR A BREASTFED baby, as if there was something wrong with jemima.... but babydoc last week made it sound like just another kind of normal for a breastfed baby.... so i have left a message for babydoc to call me to explain in more detail what 'causes' the long time between poos and what i can do to prevent it....
it may have something to do with what i am eating i dont know
BUT am totally annoyed i think i have baby with a problem now... hate all the different opinions... book says 3 weeks, babydoc says 10days and gp says 4 days... jemima tells me when it bothers her so that is what is RIGHT but still hmph....

hope everyone else is having fun with needles and poos!! i'll say it once and i'll say it again = what a life!