oh good (in a way) I thought it was just me totally over being brain fried at the moment due to 5 month old.... she is incredibly cute but exhausting and independence robbing etc etc totally overwhealmed at the moment, which is why i'm asking about who is going back to work... feel like those who do are getting the 'easy' way out... just get baby ready for daycare, drop off at daycare and then turn brain off and have a coffee go to work pick up baby get baby ready for bed (if daycare has not already done this for you) and then put baby to bed and continue with your own life......
harsh i know but not having any time at all to myself is so weird, but I love everymoment i'm with her....

at the moment i was thinking about stopping breastfeeding but then reading posts from lisa make me feel like because i can and are having no problems (except she has bitten me lightly but still painfully with these new teeth of hers) i should keep going as any reason i have to stop is purely selfish... (i want to lose weight and i want to get pregnant again and i want to wear clothes maybe that i dont have to access my boobs - but mainly i want to do optifast diet or tony ferguson which you cant do when breast feeding)

ho hum

hang in there kirsten, give yourself some lazy days at home and if that doesnt work do the opposite go out to lunch and make the most of the things you can do because you are not at proper 9 to 5 work.... both work for me.....

am so happy got the totsie site done finally..... photosite shutdown so i had to change, and am even happier about getting jemima onto youtube! her uncle been away for 6 months now and since we only just got broadband i have not been able to upload her video.... but now she is a star!!