O Karlie, you poor bugger. I know how awful it feels. Big Hugs to you and the family. xox Happy birthday to Tara, Big number 5 how exciting!!

Bun Hunni, sitting here getting a little teary for you, such a lovely time seeing and hearing that precious heartbeat. Congratulations. How beautiful. Zane has the side rails on the big bed so far so good no falls. I think he likes the extra space.

How is our other yummy mummy to be Jen? How are you travelling along? How is little Miss Amber?

Yay on the housework Prama, gotta start with baby steps....Almost like another Poppy really...LOL Don't tell Steve I said that. It just takes such a load off when they help out with the smallest things like getting the washing in or running the vac over. They just have no idea.

Wow Esme, I'm so excited for you...lots of baby dust your way too. Jasper and Zane I don;t think can ever meet....We'd never get a word in...LOL. It's so funny listening to them though, Zane is sooo sure of himself, very matter of fact. O Hilarious.

This crazy cat LOL is going banana's Adam has been away for 6 days and I still have another week and a half to go. Then he has a week off and is away for another 3 weeks.
I would normally go to my parents but we had a bit of a falling out...Mum thinks I'm "great little mum" her words, when I'm doing things her way or the way I was raised. I guess I thought my mum was someone who would always stand by me and support me and somethings have happened lately where I'm seeing her in a different light and it's kind of feels like I have lost my parents in a sense, and that I can't rely on them the I used too...The way I always thought I would be able too. So hence why I'm going it alone in QLD.

Zane is not sleeping I have been up since 4 am this morning, and was up on and off since 10.30pm last night. God Damn teeth. I'm seriously at my wits end, I have a Dr's appointment today at 1pm just to see if there is anything she can pescribe him, panadol is just cutting it anymore.

The worst thing is that where Ad is, there is no cell coverage so I haven't spoken to him since he left. Just gets soooo lonely, when I can't talk to him.

I had this stupid dream the other night that there was this green mouth hovering over Zane and me in my bed and it was laughing really awful laugh and I was paralysed with fear and this mouth thought it was funny and in my dream it started shaking zane and I was trying to move to help but couldn't. when I woke myself up I was beside myself, ran into check Z and he was fine, but for the last 3 nights have been convincing myself that my house isn't haunted and that there's no such thing as green floating mouths...Sounds stupid I know, even writting this I can hear you all having a little cackle, just felt sooo real.

Swimming is going great, Z has an admirer, he name is Evie, very cute she always tries to kiss him, he screws his face and laughs and pushes her away. I started thinking o how cute.."she love him.." LOL and then saw her doing it to everyone..Poor Z. Her mum said the most mortified person was the 15 year old check out dude. LOL.

Well thats it for me for the time being, need to get some lunch organised for Little Mr.

Good to be back girlies
Try to get back tomorrow.
Love S xoxox