Kim, I'm very torn atm as well... I really wanna continue BF but I just feel it takes up to much time as well, and having Charlotte full time, it isn't fair on her not giving her enough attention... I've been expressing as well, and only have the hand pump and getting sick of it, if I had an electric or battery one I don't think it would be as bad...and still don't know whether to get one, or just put him onto formula..so many choices to make...doesn't help I still have the midwifes coming out and I just feel to much pressure to BF from them... So hoping I can have a good day where they feel they don't have to come out anymore... I just can't say to them, look i've given BF a go but don't want to continue!

So big hugs hun and u are doing a real great job!!

Amanda, great news on JD weight gain...hope he settles alot better for u tonight... and yeh I think it does get a bit easier, although once I've sorted out how I'm feeding Harley, things will be heaps easier!