Hey everyone,

I havent been in here at all lately. Just been caught up with Kobi and Tyra and the house etc.

Had an uneventful valentines day yesterday. Mainly beause we dont really go in for it. That is more courtesy of DH than me but it doesnt really bother me overly. Our wedding anniversary is in a few weeks and that's something we will definitely celebrate.

Kobi still hasnt been sleeping any better. During the day she still has more shorter sleeps but in between she is happy. She only cries when there is something really wrong like really wet or starving. She still wakes a fair bit at night but that really is my fault. I am not doing myself any favours. She tends to go down at about 9-10 and then wakes 3 to 4 hours later for a feed. My downfall is that I fall asleep or get way too tired and either fall asleep feeding her or dont feed her enough before I put her down. If I dont feed her enough she is awake again within an hour if she even settles and ends up back in bed with us. If I fall asleep she tends to wake every hour for more boob. She doesnt sleep well with us but I am so tired I cant function enough to get her back in her bed. I really have to try though because no routine is forming and her sleeping is not getting any better. I think if I refused to lay down and just sat up to feed her and make sure she really is full...then actually put her back down..then she would improve. So Its a habit I need to get out of.

I bought a Baby Bjorn carrier the other day. I went looking at slings and hunted round on the net etc and gathered some info. I decided after looking around that the Bbay Bjorn was the one for us. I got it from Target too becuase I was given a voucher from friends at my baby shower and the voucher paid for it. So it worked out well. I havent used it yet but I only got it on the weekend and have only just worked out how to use it lol. Not that complicated when you have done it once. Kobi is a snuggly bear so she will love it and I think get loads of use out of it.

Rayray- Thanks for the offer of borrowing your hug a bub. I had already boght the carrier when I saw your message. It was really nice of you to offer though. Thanks again.

I have been dropping subtle hints to let DH know I want another baby. (not yet though)
He is sooo not keen and I am sad about it. I really dont want Kobi to be my last.
Oh well...if I am meant to have another..then I will have one. DH can't stop fate!
I do hope though that I do get a good break in between. I'd be happy with 2-3 years.

Ok Kobi is a little sooky now. Perhaps wants the rest of the feed she fought off earlier.

Hope everyone is well.