Haha Kelly- hope you have a good school hols, ours are ending, school goes back tomorrow and I am very glad LOL My parents took the 2 older kids to the Royal Melb show and it cost them over $400 in total. They brought ea of the 5 grandkids 2 showbags, had lunch there and let the kids go on a fair few rides. But I was right we really do not have the money to take all the kids and go.

I am feeling a little down atm, just maybe got to do with having the kids in my pocket 24/7 and the house has been trashed no matter how much I clean it, arron adn I have been arguing a bit as you do, and I am just feeling overwhelmed I guess. Josh just keeps pushing me and pushing me, sometimes I just have to get away from him cos I am sure I will do something to him. I wish there was a magic wand to deal with him.
yesterday everything I sewed stuffed up and Jemma had gastro, arron and the 2 kids went to our friends to watch the Grand final, and I just coiuldn;t bring myself to do anything. I have been to the gym once all week too which is ****ting me, hopefully this week will be better.
hope you are all feeling better than me
hugs