Babies born July 16th - 31st 2008 #3

[Jewel]

Belle - and you're doing a fantastic job.

Mez - She's such a cutie pie! I'm glad you had a great day.

Mel - YAY! Great job with losing 2kg. Wanna lose mine too? I've actually been eating pretty decent lately and going for walks in the arvo. I'm trying to get my lazy ass up and doing stuff.

Kell - Wow. Growing fastttttttt and getting more gorgeous too.

I'm feeling a bit sorry for myself tonight. (Lol. Nothing new about that.)
It's hard to explain. It's like people treat me different, or talk down to me, speak to me as if I'm still this young kid that doesn't know anything... then they're quick to ask me to do things for them, like pick them up and drive them somewhere. They won't take no answer, or when I say I have things to do it's like that's never good enough and they still expect me to go pick them up. I know I have trouble saying no alot of the time, but you'd think me having a baby now aswell would make them think twice and give me a break.
I know I shouldn't let it get to me, or take it to heart cause I've had this cr@p for years, but it wears me down and builds up.
It doesn't help that when I try to tell my twin sister about it she doesn't understand it all cause it doesn't happen to her.
DP never fully got it, until he actually saw it happen... so it's not just in my head.
I don't know if this makes sense. I'm sorry.

xx