Hey Jess, good to hear you're doing great! I know that in love feeling! When Jayden was born, I used to stare at him all the time and think I was the luckiest person in the world to have this beautiful little baby, when he went into his room I went in every night when he was asleep and was just in awe of him and his development...even now (not every night but most) I still go in when he's asleep and I am still in awe of him. Its the same with Ashlea now....its just as exciting 2nd time round!