Need to have a gripe so, sorry girls you get it.

As you all know Blake's a crap sleeper and I've spent far too many nights in the 'car bed' (his single bed shaped like a F1 car) than I choose to remember.

Anyway, I was talking to one of the mums at school today who has a son about 4 months older than Blake. We were talking about sleeping and I commented on how crap Blake was. She said her son was too, but for the last 3 months he's been great cause she had a day stay at a sleep school. I told her we took Viv to sleep school when she was 6 months and we did CC but I didnt' want to go down that path again cause i don't like the idea of it now. I was so desperate before I took any option but now I know more and this is a conscious decision, even though our nights are still not great, it's the choice I've made.

She went on to say that they didn't do CC with her son at this place and it was fantastic. She gave me the name, and she said they do a phone interview, and she had to wait about a month before she got in, but it was worth it.

I called as soon as we got home from school. Now for the bad news... Our phone interview is Thursday 5th October... like 3 weeks away ... there's more. There's no chance of getting in before Christmas.

I shouldn't have got my hopes up. I was so excited that there might be a light at the end of our sleeping nightmare tunnel, only for it to be snubbed out. Christmas is more than 3 months away!

F#%K it! I think the diet's just fallen in a heap. I'm so miserable. I know food wont make me feel better but I don't know what will. *sigh* *sob* What a crap way to screw someone's day up.

Thanks for listening.
xx