oh God what happened??? I lost this thread I couldn't find it anywhere I thought you had all deserted me!!!! why couldn't I find this thread????

Things have been all over the place - Charlie has once again decided that sleep is for losers and the best play time is at night - last week I was averaging about 4 hours sleep a night and doing things like making blackcurrant juice with milk and wearing mismatching shoes, I even had two different colours of eyeshadow on one day (one on one eye and one on the other, fine if you're in a Pat Benatar music video but not good when at the supermarket, too OTT), DH thought I had really lost it when he found Charlies toys in the fridge, he checked the playbox for the milk, but I was sane I told him I put them in the fridge to cool them down so Charlie had something cold to play with in the horrible horrible heat - he still thought it was a bit nuts but it made sense to ME! Charlie couldn't have given a flying f*ck he just went back to eating the carpet

Bubs - are you nuts with the back flips into the pool??? I know you're feeling better but that's just crazy young lady!! I'm sorry I didn't realise you had PND (have I been away with the fairies?) I suffered mildly until about 16 weeks - good on you for recognising it and getting help - I don't doubt you were a great mum to Danielle the whole time

Fee - god Cooper takes some priceless pictures!! I mix pear with Charlie's farex, it's the only way he will eat it!

Cassie - how is the whole reno thing going - I think you should have got your DH to make a 'Block' style documentary, I would watch it!

Cee Cee - Charlie has been all over the shop with this sleep, firstly because of his 6 month needles and then it was really hot and then he just got back into the habit of waking every two hours - the last couple of nights have been better he has only woken once - but I am going to touch wood now because everytime I say something like that he changes his mind. You should definitley touch wood too!

Kel - Charlie had one night where he slept for 8 hours - but it was from 5.30pm - but I tell you what I was begging for him to wake up my boobs were that sore - but I couldn't be ar*ed getting out of bed to express!

Mads - Our Bamix broke too!! it made this whirring moaning sound and then the whizzy bit that mixes just fell right out!! It was like it was protesting being over worked or something!! at least it didn't make a huge mess though you poor thing!

Sorry if I missed anyone or something really important - I'm a little out of sorts - I am going to have a reiki healing on the weekend and some bowen therapy - I just don't feel quite right within myself so hopefully that will help.

Ok sorry for the long post - so much to say too much to read - ok you may be able to tell I just had some sugar - feeling crazy now......