Oh Jess, Ethan is such a cutie!! I just had a look at your site, it's great. I haven't updated ours for so long, I must get to it. Maybe on sunday when I'm kid free.
By the way, I just wanted to say, that I think your doing a wonderful job, you sound as though your under so much pressure at the moment. No wonder you can't sleep. I think your mum taking Ethan for the night, sounds like a wonderful idea. I hope you can relax and unwind a little. I know how you feel when DH left. My DH and I had a serious chat when he got back last time about things, and we are so much better off now. Maybe you need to talk to someone to get everything off your chest. It's no good for you to have so much on your mind. You physically and mentally can't cope with it all on your own. No one expects you to, and no one could. We are all only human, and I hope you can feel better soon. I just wish we lived near each other, so we talk more often. Your doing such a great job, with Ethan and with your new house, I know sometimes you might not agree, but you definately are. Ethan is so blessed to have such a caring, living and swiched on Mummy. You should be very proud of yourself.

Megan, Jack has 2 sleeps a day. But if we are in and out of the car alot, he sort of has a few naps. But generally he has 1 2hr sleep and 1 45mins sleep. He goes down at 7pm and wakes usually around 4am for a feed then back to sleep until around 7ish, sometimes later and sometimes sooner. I'm normally up by 6 though as Miss Charlize very rarely sleeps past 6am

It's so quiet in here lately, I hope everyone is well.

Well tomorrow is the big day, RACE DAY YEY YEY I'm so looking forward to it, Mum is coming to pick the kids up around 9am then not returning them until Sunday afternoon. I can't wait for my first lay in, for 3 years. OMG what will we do, I had my hair done today, and feeling a million bucks, and I got the biggest bargin on a pair of shoes. They were $40 but I got them for $7. I also got Charlize her shoes for my sisters wedding, they both are going to look so damm cute. Jack in his little Tux and Charlize in her little Dress. I can't wait for that either.

Anyway must be off to do the nails for tomorrow.