Thanks girls, It has seriously gotten to the point where I feel like I need to go on medication to control it. I have been on and off meds most of my adult life to control a panic disorder and this just brings all that back. Not on anything now though, haven't been since about 6 months before I fell pg with Oliver. Not even sure if you can take something like that while bfeeding??? I just know that I need to get it sorted because it's ruining everything. I mean it's only for a week out of four but I have done some serious damage to my relationship in this time. Lucky Brian knows what is going on but last night I told him I hate him!! I actually screamed it. OMG, what sort of a thing is that to say to your partner...and all because he didn't answer MY question about if he knew where the remote was while he was talking on the phone!!! I am NOT like this any other time of the month, only when PMT strikes. It's like I become someone completely different. Hmm then there's the crying, good lord, I cried today because the driver in front of me didn't indicate. Crazy.