Raels, you broke my heart reading your post. Hugs hugs hugs many hugs to you. I'm glad Brain can understand. I think you should see someone, I hate to hear you so down because of it. You shouldn't have to suffer, I'm sure there is something out there safe for you to take while BF. I was on anti depressant/anxiety tables while BF that were safe to take, so I'm sure there is something that can help you get past this.

Lis, I think Jan had some great ideas to help with Olivia's feeding habits at night. IMO I'd let her go for it, there is worse things she could be eating. I read once, it's common for kids to go through these type of stages. I can understand why your concerned though, if it's nutrients your most worried about maybe some multi-vitamins might help.

Em, at Tom escapee episode, what did you do. at the thought of you running after him topless. Let me know what camera you decide on. We will need a new one soon. We have a Pentax ATM but been dropped in water too many times and now starting to freeze up. Love the brand though, would definitely buy another one.

Us, we are all well. Nothing new to report. Oh it's DH 40th birthday in 2 weeks, I got him 8 laps in a V8 car at QLD raceway next tuesday, so that should be fun to watch. He doesn't know what is happening yet.