Babies Born June 2006 #11

[*Kristee*]

Hey girls,
Today and last night for that matter have been hectic!!!! I have had my sister all night and today.....well i spose she is a help in a way. She helps look after bub, maybe i should rephrase that i don't see bub much when she's around!!! At the moment Tee is laying on the floor in front of me with a bad case of the hiccups (she ALWAYS gets them!!!).
Last night i enrolled and ordered my first module to study to become a doula....thats what i want to do and maybe later down the track become a midwife as well. Absolutely love the idea of being a doula!! Does anyone know how many people request them these days?
Tee slept another good night - Bed at 12 woke at 11.

Rory thanks for saying you are always there if i need to talk but i would feel like i am putting to much pressure on you guys when you all have family's of your own to worry about not mine.
Rory whats a social life?? Mine seems yo have disapeared!! LOL
Neeny its great to hear that Aleise is average in the weight, length, head circumference area.....see people don't know what they are on about most of the time when it comes to other peoples children!!
Depression also runs in my family. I have been treated for it before but thought the meds were making me worse so i took myself off them, Doctor knewbut nothing he could do about it because i seemed fine...on the surface.
IF ONLY I WAS WONDER WOMAN......Ahh a girl can dream.
IK i am no where near feeling like i could deal with what happened...too many incidents. A safe and trusting environment you say, well as far as i'm concerned there is no such place!! i can't even be hypnotised because i have a fear of what will they do to me (have there way with me...always a possibility).
I will tell Tee one day when i think she is old enough and it is a suitable thing to bring up. I am worried the same thing will happen to her as half of the people that done this to me a relatives!!!
You like me...wel you haven't even met me...but thats a sweet thing to say. I have no friends except you guys, if you want to be classified as my friends.
I'm sorry i made you cry.....but that was a fact. See thats why people don't know because either they cry or laugh.
You are not bugging me it is nice to know at least one person genuinly cares. I don't self mutilate anymore because if i was i would loose my daughter, when Tee asks and is old enough to understand i will tell her the truth, i will not lie about that. It is hard sometimes as i suffer from bipolar 1 and 2.
No i am not familar with Sue Ann's stuff but if you could find out it would be great.Me not able to breastfeed is not anything to do with my past....i think, it was more that they thought it wasn't a good idea me being epileptic and all.
Dee78 Tarleha sleeps for 20 mins to 1/2 during the day and then her big sleep at night. Sometimes i'm luck and she will sleep 1hr-1.5hrs during day.

better go Tee is craving my attention again....

BTW tee is no saying 2 words....No and Mum

Kristee-Lea - 21
Tarleha Maye - 29/06/06
Tying the knot 7th April 07
TTC March/April (unofficially Dec onwards)

[neeny]

HI again!

Well seems quiet in here no posts since KL which was 3.30pm! MMMM what is going on???

Aleise had a fab day at daycare. The day care ladies said they almost forgot she was there as she was very quiet - unlike two sets of twins who were screaming. One becasue she wanted attention and the other (from the other set) because it was his first day and it didn't make any difference that his brother was there! ONe lady said she like the name Aleise and is now convinced she should name her next baby (if its a girl) Aleise because mine is such a cruisy baby!

Dee: Aleise hasn't been sleeping all night the past 2 nights regardless of day sleeps. I think she's having a growth spurt. She woke at 2am this morning gulped her bottle and woke again at 7am and Matt was kind enough to do that. Then I had to wake her at 8.30am for day care. She was put down at 9pm last night. NOrmally she's down by 9pm and awake by 8am. There just isn't telling what babies do. Try bath, feed and bed it worked for us before she settled down - MW gave us that advice.

KL: I've Pm'd you. If you have BPD then you should stay on medication! That condition renders constant medical review and goes beyond a psychologist's assessment alone. Try to find a GP that specialises in that area. I know people with this condition so I have some knowledge on it. What IK has said carries a lot of weight though so don't brush it off! We're all very concerned about you and remember you are a youngin' at 21 so you have your whole life in front of you. What has happened in the past is now past and you MUST look forward! I bet your DP is a lovely man and makes you very happy. Concentrate on the here and now but learn from your experiences - don't dwell on them! Oh and I agree about what others say about children - lets just say my SIL is a major pain in the butt when it comes to unwanted comments!

Nickers: How's the holiday going? Can't believe you're babysitting darls! You getting paid for it then?

Update: Well count down for me to rtw has begun - 3 weeks. Can't wait for some DECENT money to come in after 3 months of no pay and only Johnny's wage. I'd better go and try to take Aleise for a walk while sun is still out. Has been a lovely day but we're in for more storms apparently.

Take care all *throws chocolates to all in forum*.
Neeny xoxo